My most hatred day of the year is here again and too bad, I have lesson today, in fact for the whole day, so I can't stay home to avoid seeing things that makes me sad. Boys and girls dressing up preparing for the date at night, bazaar selling things in pairs at the concourse and people carrying flowers around. These make me feel more alone than alone.
Throughout the day this song keeps sounding in my mind: All you Need is Love. Perhaps it's the lyrics which pointed out exactly what I felt."All you need is love, all you need is love,
All you need is love, love, love is all you need.
Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love."Even after school at home, I'm feeling the effects of Valentines' Day. My parents want to eat outside and initially thought I have tuition, so asked mum not to cook. In the end, tuition is canceled and I have nothing to eat. Not wanting to eat outside, I decided to cook myself. Ba Kwa Soba, now with prawns and mushrooms. Sounds nice but not too nice tasting though as I was cooking in a rush and it was sort of impromptu. Tried out a new drink too, peach vodka with green tea. It seems to be the perfect drink to drink alone on Valentines' Day as the vodka brings out the bitterness of green tea and bitter plus bitter equal super bitter, just like how singles feel on Vday. Definitely not a drink which I would want to try again.
My favourite activity during emo times is to listen to emo songs. Recently seems to have quite a number of good emo songs springing out, with one song which I would like to highly recommend. 洋葱 by 杨宗维 of 星光班. One of the very rare good voices nowadays and with a good song like this written by 阿信 of Mayday, it's definitely a must-listen to song, regardless of emo or not.It's getting harder and harder to endure the sufferings during such festivals and I really don't wish to suffer more.
