After trying out so many stuff in SMU, I have to sadly conclude that there's no activity that I have interest, ability and satisfaction in. The last time I found such activity is during my harmoc days and my venture into sports and clubs (floorball, archery and E.Y.E investment) in SMU has not been a real success.
Floorball (interest: yes, ability: zero, satisfaction: yes)
This is what I wanted to join even before school started, just because I enjoyed the one lesson of floorball lesson I had in HC. As competitive training started, reality started to kick in. My turtle speed, fantastic pass to opponents and non-existence dribbling became more and more obvious. I am pretty sure that I would never have the chance to play in any competitive game unless some miracle happens. However, team sport is what gave me satisfaction as there's people who can share the joy with you when you score. Getting quite dishearted and it's the ching teng after floorball which keeps me going.
Archery (interest: yes, ability: average, satisfaction: unknown)
Similar to floorball, an activity which I was interested in because of a shooting session during my dunman days. After weeks of training started to show some improvements. Managed to change my shooting hand from right to left, stopped hitting my arm and less incorrect technique. Haven't seen or joined any competition except the internal shoot which I did not do well, so do not know if I can get satisfaction from archery.
Investing (interest: yes, ability: yes, satisfaction: no)
Gained my interest during the E.Y.E investment camp and officially began my investing journey 3weeks ago. Either it's talent and beginner's luck I felt that I did really well, having more than 10% of combined realized and unrealized profit in 3weeks time despite the fact the market did not do well. However, the satisfaction is just not there as I have no need for the extra cash and the gain is reflected just as a change in the number in my bank account.
Let see how far I can go in those activities first and meanwhile I should go for more ac-hoc activities by SMUX too. Guess I'm getting too greedy. The more you have, the harder it is to get happy and what you don't have will be a greater imperfection. My Virgo nature is getting back to me again...
