Kind of getting rather emotional these days, having tears rolling in my eyes for no obvious reasons. Even when watching the variety show this morning when the celebriety failed to win the grand prize I felt sad for her and once again can feel my eyes getting watery. That was so unlike me in the past, where I would have deemed myself emotionless and not affected by any happy occasions or disasters at all.
Productivity seems to drop for me too. Failing to hit call stats more often, lower sales for auction and low on energy after work to do anything productive. Even writing this blog is becoming difficult for me, had break occasionally to sort my feelings. That's when I began to ask myself one question, 'When is the last time I did something for myself?'
Kind of hard to recall actually. I work and set up Nomadic Technology for money, studied hard for the society,during my army days definitely nothing is done for myself and even setting up this blog is to follow the current trend. The last time definitely went a long way back, which I suppose is taking up keyboard. It's really time that I should do something for myself again, which I supposingly have some ideas already. Somehow I feel that I have nothing to lose but yet at the same time do not find much things lacking. A dilemma indeed. Finally I suppose that this post is not getting anywhere, some things just cannot be explained by words and if you know it you know it and if you dun, you dun. Guess it's best to end this post here.
